It is My Personal Theory

Maybe this is what makes it possible to survive,
But I guess everyone thinks their story
Is either victory or tragedy,
And that if only more people knew theirs
It would somehow make a difference.

It is my personal theory,
Anyway,
And maybe it’s so much wish-fulfillment, 
As history shows
Even those history remembers
Are so hard to really know.

So make of it
What you will.

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